My heart aches a bit. Tonight I said goodbye to my hubby for a few weeks. We have been through a lot the past months and have grown so close. I know we can handle this. It is not the first time we have been separated during pregnancy. I know Chloe needs him at this time. My dear Chloe it’s been 2 weeks since I have seen her. I am sure I miss her, a lot more than she misses me. I can’t wait for her and Jared to fly here and see me in a few weeks. I wish I could see Chloe when Jared arrives home. I am sure she will be so excited. He bought her a darling doll and I am sure he will sleep close to her and hold her tight.
Jared has been so amazing helping get me through surgery. I have only seen my husband cry maybe three times in our 4 ½ years of marriage and to see him cry as they wheeled me to surgery was the most powerful sign that I am loved. He has had to do things for me these past weeks that I could never have imagined him every having to do for me. He definitely would not have done them with out the compassion he has for me. But he did it with such kindness and love for me. He waited on me hand and foot all hours of the night. Picked my body up and moved it when I couldn’t move it my self. It’s a good thing he is strong. What would I do with out him making me laugh, wheeling me in my wheelchair the past couple of days. He brought me a beautiful daisy a couple of days after surgery. Our wedding flower, I think daisies our such happy flowers by far my favorite flower.
My parents have been amazing to watch Chloe. I think Chloe is so confused of what is going on my dad watched her for a week while mom was here with me. She had a blast with papa. They went shopping for chore clothes so she could help him on the farm. He took her and another little girl to Mcdonalds, Chloe got scared and would not come down from the top. My dad kept trying to send other kids up to get her but she would not come down. So he had to climb up and get her. I guess it was the sight of Tremonton, because my mom got text of papa and Chloe in the McDonalds play ground. They made a house under the kitchen table where Chloe ended up falling a sleep for a nap. I will post a picture of that sometime. They played with Jake’s Russian hat. He did her hair everyday and she loves when papa does her hair and won’t let anyone else touch it. They went to the beauty shop to get Papa’s haircut and while she was there she told a lady that her mom was on an airplane to get baby brother better and when mom comes back she will be happy. Doesn’t that break your heart what a two year old feels. Thanks dad for taking such good care of “my princess”. I love you!
Now I am laying here in bed waiting for my best friend, my mom to arrive. She is amazing. Taking all this time off of work to help me. I am excited for her to come, we plan to do a few fun things while she is here with me. Off course in a wheel chair. Who ever thought my mom would be “wheelin” me around.
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