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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I hate Goodbyes!!!

Wheeling mama, she thought is was pretty cool to push mom.
Feeding ducks.

My sweet mom!

My cute family.
               I had a great weekend with my sweet Chloe, Jared, and my Mom. My mom was really nice to stay out a few extra days so we could all go do something fun. But due to the stinking cold weather as far as we got was to the Golden Gate park and Cheesecake factory. It was nice weekend, I wish I could have had longer time with them. Yes! I still am in a wheel chair just posed for picture. On Monday as It was nearing time for Jared and Chloe to go home my heart really felt like it was breaking in half. It was the worst goodbye I have ever had. To see my sweet little girl drive away in taxi. I probably will not see them for another 8 weeks. OUCH! That's a long time. Jared was able to go to all of my appointments yesterday which was nice. Tyson is doing great! He has doubled his surgery weight. He is weighing 2lb.s 8 oz.. He has no swelling, His ventricles are 8 and 6! No hydrocephalus! Legs and ankles moving! I made it 29 weeks. 4 weeks since surgery. Woot Woot!
Stay tuned for mom and I's  adventures in San Francisco and the surgery post.


All About Us said...

How fun to see your little family. I am so glad that you are doing well, and baby Tyson. What an experience. i am sorry that you had to say goodbye. what a hard thing that had to be done. You will always remember this. Keep you Faith and everything will work out. We love and as always are in our prayers. Best of luck to your family.

Melissa said...

I can't begin to even imagine what you are going through. Watching your little Chloe drive away; I bet your heart is in half. I'm soo sorry.
You have the most amazing family. And that little Tyson is a fighter. I love to read your posts. And in your pictures you look amazing. You do not look like you just had MAJOR surgery. Keep us informed; I wait to hear from you :)

Chris and Brooke said...

Good luck! We love you! You are such a strong person!

Tyson*Angela*Hunter said...

jess, i had no idea you had a blog, let alone you were going through all of this. i am glad i ran across it. i started from the beginning and read through it all. what a journey! stay strong! ill pray for you!

Adam and Sarah said...

I'm sorry, Jess. I can only imagine what that feels like. SOOO hard! Know that we're still praying for all 4 of you. Love you guys!

Ashley Clark said...

YAY! I really am so happy and proud of you Jess. I can't even believe how much you have overcome. I can't even imagine what it was like saying goodbye to your sweet little girl and hubby. I hope you get to see them soon and in the happiest of circumstances. Good to hear baby Tyson is doing fabulous. I think of you often and hope that everything continues to go well for you! Enjoy San Fran!!!

Bry and Meliss said...

That is GREAT news! I am so glad to hear baby Tyson is doing so well! I bet that just makes you so happy you are going through all of this. Goodbyes are really tough-Bry leaves out of town for business sometimes, and it KILLS me. You are such a trooper-keep hanging in there!!!

Jensen family said...

Jessica (and Jared);)

I found your blog from Matt and Jessyka's blog. I lived in Lake Point and have known Jared and his family for about 16 years.

I am so sorry to hear about your baby Tyson. As a mom of two boys I can only IMAGINE the heartache you both are going through! I wish you the best and will be praying for you all!

With love,

Kari (Scott) Jensen

Dan said...

So glad to hear that you and baby are doing well. You will never know how many prayers have been offered in your behalf.
I'm thankful for the great support that you get from your family and ward members. We all look forward to seeing you and baby back home were you belong. Hang in there we love you.

Ashley said...

Hey Jessica, I was just taking a little peek at your blog and I had no idea any of this was going on! What a crazy time you're going though! I know I haven't seen you or talked to you for a long time, but I just wanted you to know that I'll be praying for you and your little family. Good luck with everything!

Jen said...

Once again you have just amazed me with your courage and strength. And, of course, you all look so put together and great in your family pic. You look amazing!! Please know that I always keep you and your family in my prayers.

Family is Everything said...

Jessica and family,
YOU ARE AMAZING!!!! My heart just ached to read about all of this. You are such a strong spirited and happy person and to see you experencing this makes me sad. Your family picture looks awesome. I'm glad your mom had been able to be there with you as well. I know it's hard to go through saying goodbye, wow! what a stream of emotions for you ALL. What a wonderful Gospel we have to turn to and comfort us to know God knows what is best for us all and we just need to keep the faith. Your little guy doing so well is a perfect example of this. I'm so excited that he is doing so well, he is a fighter and what a blessing. If there is anything I could do to help let me know. We love you guys.